I Don't Know How

Nobody warns you.
One day they're here.
The next day the world just keeps going without them.

I thought I was doing alright today,
Then something small just took me away.
I wasn't ready, didn't see it come,
One minute fine, the next just numb.
I keep thinking I'll be fine,
Then I fall apart every single time.

I still look for you in everything I do,
Every room I walk in still belongs to you.
I keep waiting like you're coming through that door,
Tell me how a man goes on,
When he don't know what he's living for.

I've learned to keep my face from showing it,
Smile and nod like none of this has hit.
But at night there's nobody left who'd know,
Just me and all the places I can't go.
They say let go and start again,
Nobody tells you how to live with all this pain.

I still look for you in everything I do,
Every room I walk in still belongs to you.
I keep waiting like you're coming through that door,
Tell me how a man goes on,
When he don't know what he's living for.

I'm not looking for answers anymore.
I just miss you. That's all.
I don't know how to stop missing you,
So I just say your name to get me through.
I don't know how to start something new,
I only know I miss you like I always knew.
I don't know how to ever let you go,
So I just don't... and that's all I know.
Still waiting for it to make sense.